Clayton and I are not ready to buy a house.
We are not ready to start a family.
I feel like we're behind.....
It's not that we don't want these things. We are just not in a place in our lives to have these things.
I know that God knows. I know that God's timing is best. Yet, I find myself frustrated with our situation. Obviously, it's not what God wants for us right now, but I find myself envious of what others have. It's not that I want to take something away from someone else or wish that they didn't have it, I would just like to enjoy it too. When friends talk about their homes, I just can't relate to that. When they talk about starting a family, I just can't relate to that either. It ends up being a bit of a double edged sword. I want to know what is going on and I am genuinely happy that things are going well; however, I am reminded that once again we are not ready. We are not ready, we are not ready, we are not ready. When will we be ready?
When God says we are ready. When His timing is right. I just keep reminding myself of that.
"I know that plans I have for you says that Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you to give you a hope and a future." -Jeremiah 29:11
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